Please don’t say another word.
I don’t want to hear it.
I can’t, I won’t, I shant.
Please listen to my heart.
Please see me.
I can’t, He can, I think I will let Him.
Pain. Love. Wrestling with God.
Terror. Bewilderment. Fear. Despair.
Didn’t know how. Didn’t learn fast enough. Hip hurts.
Please let me see me.
Please let me hear my heart.
Learning, Growth. healing.
Thus begins a long period of reconstruction. Not mine to do, but His. Mine is to take one more step over and over again.
Walk with purpose. The purpose of being the Best Version of Myself and to keep learning, growing to that end, which has no end.
Walk with me, shoulder to shoulder. watch the birds, the sun and moon. Soft kiss, holding hands.
Loving. Growth. healing. Partnering.