There is a death, a trauma. There was a moment in time that the fade to black was indeed black. The bottom was rock. The darkness was complete. In the middle of the darkness was complete absence. The echo was silent, only the silence echoed. The cry was piercing. The pain excrutiating. The lashes severe, the humiliation, the torture was complete.
There was the beginning of life. The darkness had begun to lift. The oppression continued like humidity in August. The snide comments, the shunning persisted. Inside, the growth had begun. The toddler huddled around the flower. The clumsy walk. The blinking as the sun rose. Dim light, silence replaced by stillness. Renewed self. The boy understanding nothing is real. Self is imagination. Protect the flower. The sunrise glows, the cold is bitter. God touches the flower. The soul awakens. The cry was revealing. The pain was full of awe and wonder.
The boy learns to run. The truth becomes real. The truth becomes the rule. The truth hurts. The truth is turned back as a weapon. Again, the lashes and wounds are complete. Again, the growth continues. Protect the flower, live in the soul. Follow the sunlight. The darkness fades. The boy grows. Turn down the dim of death, raise the noise of love. The cry is relief. The pain is growth.
The adolescent learns to love. Love rejects. Love hurts. The love is a weapon. Unfamiliar. Confusing. The flower shirks. The soul shrinks back. The wounds are remembered. The rejection is loud. The cry clamors. The pain is cacophony. Fear returns
The young man looks old. He long for love. He moves through life cautious and concerned. He feels unseen. The image is regarded as a ghost, as a spector. The energy is drained but never restored. He fights the darkness. He pushes the silence. The fight drains more energy. The wind whistles through the soul. The cry is hollow, the pain is moot.
The man moves through with simple direction. He is predictable and yet mysterious. There is a depth that is untouched. There is a pain that is evident and unexplained. The cry is wanting.
The flower grows, the soul glows. Life is there. The cry is relief, joy, pain, exquisite. The pain is present. A gift of lessons, of growth. The boy smiles
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